DaY_DreAMInG…
October 19, 2009Way back 2002, I was in the stage of Camp Jamindan Elementary School, speaking in front of my fellow graduates and with the parents. I have mixed emotions, I don’t know what I really feel that moment. All I know is “I’m proud of myself!”. After six years of struggling, sleeping late in the night to study lessons and waking 3 am in the morning to review what you had studied last night, skipping the breakfast to avoid being late and avoiding peers to concentrate in your studies, it ended with a reward…A reward which I can really be proud of. Wow!!!! it was really a great achievement for me to graduate my elementary education as Class Valedictorian. You know…the feelings are very unexplainable. (Kung magkabata na kamo, bantayi gid maayo para ma’feel nyo man kung ano na’feel sang parents ko pag’graduation ko!!!KAPAL…PERO TUOD MAN KAG)
There are instances that I am daydreaming, standing and speaking in front of graduates again, not to speak my gratitude speech but to inspire them with a message from my heart! Advising as a professional already..hahaha..I hope so that one of these days, I will be a professinal…(wish ko lang talaga!)
If ever that I will be given this opportunity, I will keep on their minds how important really EDUCATION is! That they have to value their studies and have some sacrifice for their success in the future. Studying is not just going to school every weekdays, not just to pass all the quizzes and exams of your teachers, not just to pass the projects required but living what you have studied. Use all the knowledge you gain from school in your daily lives. I pity those parents who have an intelligent children but disgusting. It simply shows that they don’t use what they had studied particularly in Values Education. I admire those who not so good in class but have the guts in life because it simply shows that inspite of their lack in academics, they have their opinions and plans in life. (Hehehe… my parents are so lucky to have me!!!But am not that lucky to have them. Know why???Secret…hahaha…Pati ah, joke lang!)
Hai…here I am again..dreaming and dreaming all over again! hehehe…if you will raise your own family in the future, take good care of your child and let them reach the goals you haven’t reached. I know that it will made you happy. Give them the love that your parents haven’t give to you.(Sa iba lang yah nga daw la kabatyag pagpalangga sang parents nila!!!)
Sarili’y di maintindihan..
October 16, 2009Sino nga ba ako para magreklamo?
Sa kahirapang natatamo ko
Isang nilalang lamang mula sa abo
Ngunit mga pangyayari sa sarili’y di mapagtanto
Sarili’y di maintindihan
Lalo na ang nararamdaman
Puso’y di mapagbigyan
Sapagkat natatakot na masaktan
Talento’t kaalaman ay sapat na
Ngunit may ibang bagay na sadyang di maintindihan pa
Pang-iinsulto at panlalait ay natikman na
Dahilan sa pisikal na anyong sa aki’y nakikita
Maraming pagsubok ang dumating na
Ngunit isa ma’y walang nagpatumba
Tanging Diyos na may likha
Ang gabay ko sa twina
Hanggang ngayo’y nagtatanong
Anong buhay ang kasasapitan
Ang tanging alam ko lamang
May Diyos akong kinikilala at sasambahin
magpakailanpaman
Siya ang aking gabay..
Kapatagan, kagubatan, kalawakan at karagatan
Tanging ikaw ang may lalang
Tao, hayop at mga halaman
Iyong nilikha sa isang iglap lamang
O Ikaw ang kinikilalang Ama ng sanlibutan
Sapagkat kami’y iyong inaalagaan
Hindi hinahayaang kami’y mahirapan
Tanging pinaparamdam ay kaginhawaan
Ngunit mga tao’y sadyang makasalanan
Sinuway mga utos mo nang walang pag-aalinlangan
Kung kaya’t ngayo’y nahihirapan
Sa mga unos ng buhay na pinaparamdam
Mga tao nawa’y matauhan
Kapamilya, kapuso, kabarkada o maging sino ka man
Bata, matanda, babae, lalaki o maging ano ka man
Tayo’y magbago, magsisi at magtulungan
Sa mga oras ng kapighatian
Upang ang maylikha ay masiyahan
Sapagkat tayo’y nagmamahalan
Nalilito…nalilito…
Nalilito kung bakit ako nagkakaganito
Dati nama’y walang nadamang pagkalito
Nasanay na sa relasyong malayo sa isa’t isa
Ngunit nang ika’y makilala
Puso’t isip ko’y hindi na mabahala
Ang gusto lagi’y kasam’t kayakap ka
Nagseselos kapag nalamang may kasama kang iba
Nagagalit kapag may ibang pangalang binabanggit ka
Nalulumbay kapag boses mo’y hindi marinig
Naiiyak kapag maalala mga sandali nating kay saya
Tinuruan mo ang pusong magmahal
Kung kaya’t ako ngayo’y nahihirapan
Sapagkat malayo ka, O aking mahal
Gayunpaman, pag-ibig mo’y nararamdaman
Kahit pa na tayo’y hindi magkasama, O aking mahal
Nalilito..nalilito..ang puso ko
Kung bakit ganito
ang nararamdaman ng pusong dati’y bato
Pangarap ka sa twina
gusto ka nang makasama
O bakit nga ba nagkakaganito
Siguro nga’y mahal ka nang talaga ng puso kong ito…
